Hollow
May
14
That is just to describe … right now.
It’s not emptiness. I can see the other side.
Not darkness, but I can’t be certain if it is bright.
… lingers on.
Senses
May
11
I am beginning to lose the sense of time. It’s 10pm now and there are traces of sunlight which made me thought it was merely 8pm.
I am beginning to lose the sense of recognizing language! OMGz. Having to watch animes during free and rest periods is making me cuckoo! I am hearing everyone speaking anime-japanese now. shucks.
I am beginning to lose the sense of family-belonging. Or did i ever have one to begin with?
Move on. This is just a filler-post.
At present, I am just wondering how my hommies and chimuiz are doing all around the world right now. It’s been some time since i last heard from a few of them. Sigh.
It’s late
May
02
I love being a student. I really do!
But as a student, I hate sitting for exams. I really do too…
Dammit
I am gonna miss this love and hate feelings. Anyhows, things i wanna spill today…
I am well definitely going to miss BBC Radio1’s drums and basses ! Good tunes like what i hear over that radio station every Saturday nights are good stuffs i can’t get anymore in KL. Well, maybe if i patronize Atmosphere every week, I’ll just get those tunes lah, but heck, it’s just different. Grrrgh… It’s that love and hate thingee again. In KL, people really just get pissed drunk and probably do not even know what’s going through their head. Here, we blast the stereo loud, we know who the DJs are and although everyone said they would get pissed drunk, we never really did in the end. Probably I have hung out too much with those drunked Germans and Scottish, and resistance built. I don’t know, and no, they’re not literally drunked people. They’re basically… alcohol themselves. One that drinks so much that an alcohol-virgin can probably drown in the amount that one has each week. They call me AlcohoLICE sometimes. Maybe they are indeed drunk sometimes. Hmm… I think i don’t drink THAT much, but I have got my ways to go around. haha! Shikes, that love and hate feeling creeping behind my back again. *curses*
Singing in Spanish outside, someone’s just turned older by one year. Back home, my dearest chimui Lynn had also flipped her calendar. Happy birthday, chiiimuuuui! It’s been a decade already! holy balloney! May you have a good year growing ahead and may i love you more than last year.
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