Contemporary

My neverending dreading days

Errgghh… yes, say it with me “EEERRRGH!” Make it sound like someone’s constipating with a hardrock shit stuck at the ever width-limited arse-hole.

Life currently revolves around four of us… KY, Wern and Adrian. These are the family who kept me sane on my maddest days.

Workplace is getting so rotten it’s inhumanly bearable unless you are one who is used to growing up thinking every solution to problems is just by hiding your knee caps and necks. Otherwise, pray more than enough till the answer to all questions fall like rain… how bout in form of post-its.

Thanks guys and gals out there who sent me motivational messages to keep me up to perk. Woot! I love you peeps! Although… hmmm.. there was a random or two of get-well messages. Nevertheless, thanks for that too. I’m not sick, I’m just working with sick people. BOTH sides.

Somebody oughta tell me… How does an ugly person with no substance of knowledge get to boss people around? Either that, maybe this person with no substance and still bosses people, naturally loses the beauty in him/her that s/he turns ugly? Wait… probably the question was supposed to be “where”. At this point I do not understand how a meeting works without an agenda. At the place where I work, I also do not quite comprehend how when the head of department may have certain responsive disagreements to other departmental heads’ actions, s/he has to disregard the heads’ decisions and then use the subordinates to communicate with the heads. Does it make sense or is there no sense of respect at all?

Welcome to my current workplace… 2.3 years, counting down…

Laid back bustles

Work’s piling and I cannot find a time to feel sluggish. Having the environment at the office which is demoralizing is doing no good to my mood. Superficiality is prime and gossip-mongering seems like a duty more than a past-time.

I should really attempt to stop time. It will be an ultimate discovery/invention/superpower! People will start worshiping me and I can really do the world some good. Maybe our Malaysian astronauts can do that. I wonder anti-gravity does have an impact to time-saving or not…

Weips once asked, “Why can’t we have more time and more money?”
You may think we can only possibly ask the impossible. We are consumed to perpetual idealizations as such thoughts because we can never satisfy ourselves especially when we are experiencing good things or great times. The taste of sweet endeavors will just drive us for more, no?

So I said, “Well, coz if we were to have that more time and money, we will still spend them onto something else which takes time and money and we will then still whine for more.”

OMGz… used 15 minutes already and I have not even upload the pictures I have promised to share ages ago (er… hmm… 1 month only-waaaat). Ok Ok… set a date this Tuesday to do that!

Growing up growing slow

If ever… ever… EVER… I live till I turn gray and really old, I want to still be able to jump into a puddle of water and smile. sweet..