My neverending dreading days

Nov
05

Errgghh… yes, say it with me “EEERRRGH!” Make it sound like someone’s constipating with a hardrock shit stuck at the ever width-limited arse-hole.
life of my current days
Life currently revolves around four of us… KY, Wern and Adrian. These are the family who kept me sane on my maddest days.

Workplace is getting so rotten it’s inhumanly bearable unless you are one who is used to growing up thinking every solution to problems is just by hiding your knee caps and necks. Otherwise, pray more than enough till the answer to all questions fall like rain… how bout in form of post-its.

Thanks guys and gals out there who sent me motivational messages to keep me up to perk. Woot! I love you peeps! Although… hmmm.. there was a random or two of get-well messages. Nevertheless, thanks for that too. I’m not sick, I’m just working with sick people. BOTH sides.

Somebody oughta tell me… How does an ugly person with no substance of knowledge get to boss people around? Either that, maybe this person with no substance and still bosses people, naturally loses the beauty in him/her that s/he turns ugly? Wait… probably the question was supposed to be “where”. At this point I do not understand how a meeting works without an agenda. At the place where I work, I also do not quite comprehend how when the head of department may have certain responsive disagreements to other departmental heads’ actions, s/he has to disregard the heads’ decisions and then use the subordinates to communicate with the heads. Does it make sense or is there no sense of respect at all?

Welcome to my current workplace… 2.3 years, counting down…

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The new garden

Sep
18

I have added another to the craft. I am my own masterpiece.

To Singapore I am this Friday for the International Wakeboard Competition. Anyone else?

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Down with viral infection

Aug
24

Brragh…

currently complaining of:
1. muscles and joints pain
2. intermittent body aches
3. intermittent headaches with throbbing feeling
4. chills and sweats (also intermittently, i think…)
5. general weakness
6. annoying day with all of the descriptions stated as above

Drugging myself with:
1. 2 Paracetamol tablets
2. 2 more Paracetamol tablets after 3 hours
3. What more can I say? the magic tablets-> 2 more paracetamol tabs
4. Fluffy pillows and a good comforter to tuck in… zZz
So I went to a friend to get him to get my blood… just to “have a look”… next thing i know:

Hematoma

Boy, it was one blood-taking-gone wrong. Oh well, a rotten day afterall, so what if I’ve got those bruises if the next thing i know I may get worse bloody problem.

Blood count came back and I’ve just got raised lymphocytes, suggesting some viral infection.. *phooh* no bigga deal. Hurrah!

Meanwhile, my w/board instructor had just gone down to Singapore and sent me this:
winging

Absolutely exhilarating event coming up this weekend at Kallang Singapore. Shucks! Could have gone down to the island and be the dock-girl… but yours truly being down with the inevitable, thought for the better; that is not infecting those S’porean souls with this unknown virus of mine.

Anyway, whoever’s interested may go down have a look, say hi to the competitors, say hi to those cool boards displaying there and of course, go have a try at the rope. Could be the next best thing in ya life, aye!

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Clinical note

Aug
14

Case 1

Imp: Meningitis, viral/bacterial
Clinical insufficiency: Pt refused lumbar puncture (LP) for infection diagnostic
Treatment:
1. IV Acyclovir 400mg TDS
2. IV Cefoperazone 2g BD

Pharmaceutical Care:
1. Tx w Acyclovir was initiated till day3; restarted again on Day5 (equivalently missed 4 doses). In any case, if resistant occur when patient’s vitals and health deteriorate, what will be the next Tx in line? What with the limited evidence to show that viral meningitis has a straightforward medication to treat, let it be Herpes Virus Simplex (HVS) infection to be treated now. This is clinically rational as patient had refused LP for further diagnosis.
- IF acyclovir 400mg TDS was unable to improve patient’s clinical signs, addition to (investigational) FBP and C&S negative results, FOSCARVIR (foscarnet) 40 mg/kg q12h (renal insufficiency pt) Equivalent to 40 mg/kg q8h.
- bedrest, hydration, monitor electrolytes
- Cefoperazone 2g bd continued for any prevention of risk for bacterial infection
- Both anti-infectives to be used for a period of 10 days

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Laid back bustles

Jul
08

Work’s piling and I cannot find a time to feel sluggish. Having the environment at the office which is demoralizing is doing no good to my mood. Superficiality is prime and gossip-mongering seems like a duty more than a past-time.

I should really attempt to stop time. It will be an ultimate discovery/invention/superpower! People will start worshiping me and I can really do the world some good. Maybe our Malaysian astronauts can do that. I wonder anti-gravity does have an impact to time-saving or not…

Weips once asked, “Why can’t we have more time and more money?”
You may think we can only possibly ask the impossible. We are consumed to perpetual idealizations as such thoughts because we can never satisfy ourselves especially when we are experiencing good things or great times. The taste of sweet endeavors will just drive us for more, no?

So I said, “Well, coz if we were to have that more time and money, we will still spend them onto something else which takes time and money and we will then still whine for more.”

OMGz… used 15 minutes already and I have not even upload the pictures I have promised to share ages ago (er… hmm… 1 month only-waaaat). Ok Ok… set a date this Tuesday to do that!

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Just Complicated

Jun
01

Grrr…

I swear the romance of my life is intertwined with mess.
Very screwed up, I am.

Maybe I am fated not to be involved in any relationship, reckon so?

Zzz…

On the uncomplicated side, I just came back from New Zealand! The holiday was fantastic! MEGA-awesome. sweet. Will post up pictures soon. All my love to you people out there!

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